Opportunity in Disguise

For many years now, every time I felt overwhelmed, bored, or frustrated with work, I'd wish that I could just make a living from my various artistic talents. I'd moan about how unfair it was that someone with so many creative talents should be forced to have a "real job" and relegate those talents to the level of a mere hobby, only making time to work on art projects after working 40+ hours a week. Usually, that meant not working on them at all.

I decided at some point that if I was going to have to work for a living (and let's face it, who doesn't) that I needed to choose a real career. My fine arts degree wasn't getting me far and I realized I would have to go back to school. I settled on becoming a librarian, something which I seemed well-suited for, and spent two years earning my Master's Degree in Library Science (and racked up an obscene amount of student loan debt to boot). The debt would not have been a big deal if I had found a job as planned but, as you may know, libraries are not exactly thriving in this economic climate, what with the massive budget cuts and hiring freezes nationwide. I graduated this past Spring and have been unable to secure a full-time job. I worked part-time at a local public library all through grad school and that's where I remain, working a scarce fifteen hours per week. Of course, this felt wholly demoralizing at first. There I was, recently graduated, holding that advanced degree in my hot little hand, my head and heart full of hopes. A couple of months of job searching quickly deflated my hopes and I was angry at having spent so much money and time on a seemingly worthless education. I felt like a failure.

But I came around. Eventually my thinking shifted. Sure, I may not command a huge salary or hold some esteemed position. Let's be honest...I don't even have any real job prospects at the moment. But I don't care anymore. I do enjoy my part-time job at the public library. I like working with people (something it took me years to realize and admit to) and I absolutely love the people I work with. And while I was initially bitter about not getting any more hours there, I now realize I have exactly the thing I was wishing for all along...time to work on my art and my writing. I see this as an opportunity to do what it is that I said I always wanted to do-make a living off of my creative endeavors, and I feel lucky for being given this opportunity. I may be a starving artist now but this is my chance to change that. It's going to be a challenge, yes, but one thing you should know about me is that once I put my mind to something, I never give up.

This blog will chronicle the pursuit of my creativity and will document my progress as a fledgling entrepreneur.